Monday, October 1, 2007
Sorry guys, I had to take down that last one. Maybe it isn't a big deal, but it was bugging me. Bardouble--I know you are cool with all that kind of stuff; I'm not ashamed of anything; it isn't that, but in the last post I felt like I was beginning to reveal a part of myself that I would rather keep private. It is just who I am, not what I do. I'm not ashamed of anyone I've slept with--I wasn't even married then, nor was there a spoken committment. I just always hate to admit I need someone, and that is really what was going on. It's hard to explain. Damn.
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You know Freeud. Ever read much by Karen Horney?
Sorry I missed it. It's o.k. to need someone sometimes. And it's sometimes worth the risk to let down your defenses. Hugs.
hi,
don't be sad.
there is nothing wrong in anything we do.If we think think that we did something wrong,then it's true.
True only because we think like that;not because we did it.
A person who has influenced me in many ways once said to me,"Fear and guilt are the only things society teaches us."
These words have had very powerful effect on me since then.
I don't care about anyone any more.
I think so should you.
Have you read "Eleven Minutes" by Paulo Coelho?
Nothing wrong with that Susan, Letting people get close enough and having that much knowledge is scary. It's them that know you that well that know hoe to cut the deepest.
Amen to that one, Spongy. And that's what I was dealing with at the time. I may write about it, but it was just that in a way I found myself growing close to him and I couldn't allow that in my life at the time. I so agree with you; everytime I get close, it seems like I get burned. And I am not playing--nor am I saying the other person is an asshole--it's just the dimensions life takes.
Desperado: I used to be able to do that--now that sheild is gone. It sucks.
Anne-thanks
X-Dell: I read her ages ago. I remember that you mentioned her.
Desperado: I've only read The Alchemist by him. Do you recommend that book?
yes.definitely.It's worth the read.
It deals with the subject of sex and sex in the context of love.
Paulo's writing style is unconventional and his narration is somewhat disjointed.
Still the content is good.
despo
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